new convo.

hey

hey camboy

it's my new nickname ?

it's a new one for sure

it won't happen again

okay... i can do one for you too, so we're even. kinda

you ? ready to do this?
are you feeling sick or something ?

not really a big deal for me lol
i'll just beat my meat for you live

and you'll do as I say ?

yeah

anything withing my limits of course

yeah
and you have one limit that fucks everything
you won't show your face

indeed. i won't show my face, i won't meet you...
those are my boundaries from the very start.
i don't want to take it any further.
if you can't accept that, just say so...
i don't get why you want to make it real so bad anyway.
i'm sure there's other guys out there with nice abs and a big cock.
is it just about making the straight guy gay?

how's showing your face making things further ?
it's so mindfucking to masturbate to someone who's faceless
and i don't get why you're so stuckup
yea. maybe.. I find it fun to watch you freak out about the idea of becoming gayer like it's the worst fucking thing on earth
anyway. you have so many boundaries i won't be able to get the kind of pleasure you had last time.
i'll satisfy myself with only you stroking your cock
it's the deal.

finally hitting send.

yeah i'm sure you'd enjoy the struggle on my face, kid
that's why i won't show it to you
seeing it myself is enough already...
plus i don't really trust you with my anonymity, it's better that i enforce it
so yeah, deal
but you're sure not getting it today

you're ashame of your own reflection ? like i was, when the screen went black ?
yea because i'm one of those who's showing the face of the person they're trying to fuck, to their bestie.
whatever
i'm working tonight anyway

well i'm sorry frasco, really
i pushed you too far... and i teased you afterwards, i'm no better
anyway, nothing to be ashamed of
you were fucking beautiful, thank you for that
and i'll show it to no one, obviously
i'd like to tell you i'll forget about it, but i really can't (;

stop saying you're sorry for anything and everything
you owe me nothing
... well... you're welcome ?
you're a good talker when you want
it's a privilege to be a part of your thoughts
even if you don't want to

i am not, tho. i said it from time to time, when i felt it. ain't about owing you something, ffs...
and what in the world are you talking about, kid? ''a privilege''? i don't get you either when you say this shit

i just think you feel sorry a lot for a dude you met online for whom you masturbate to.
i'll stop complaining about it
is there a lot of naked man in you'll never forget about ? who sends you many naughty things to think about when you're alone or in the worst situation ever ?
in fact. you're the one who's privileged.

there's no privilege here fuckboy
you and me, we're both cursed

that's another way to see it
you, even more than I
doesn't it feel good ?

ah stop teasing, little boy

doesn't it feel good to imagine my lips sliding against your chest
my tongue caressing your nipples...
you know, the feeling of my hair tangling in your fist when I reach for your dick
so you feel in control of the situation while I suck you dry?